exhale

a transition

breath internal not sustaining
life must be replenished
release of pride and self
a cycle never finished

from inhaling, taking
like moth to a flame
dry and icy smoke drawn below
to the lowest plane

to outpouring
open heart exuding love
like steam rising from my body
soaring above

the colors glowing
mixing with those near
hues ascending together
into the highest tier

the air is filling
incense a sweet bouquet
currents of song mount up
enthroning Him today

and forever, echoing
an eternal serenade
tribute and adoration
of majesty portrayed

Kerflk (Caveman Chronicles)

The Index -|-

“Once we launch the kerflk, we just have to wait,” said Zara.

Kpleeb scratched his hairy chin. “I’m not sure I understand.”

“The kerflk will have received its command, and once it hits the impulsors of the Xi ship, it will seep in and block the aji flows that run the engines within a few moments. Then we only have to board the ships and command the kerflk to pull away and cover the outside hull. The flows will resolve themselves once the blockage is removed.”

“All while they shoot at us?”

“Yes, maybe for a few moments, but the Hsstak can deflect the attacks for a little while because of the kerflk shell. Then we shoot a hole in their own hull and send in a team of Ganix to clean out the Xi and destroy their beacon.”

“You make it sound so easy,” Kpleeb said with a concerned smile. “What could possibly go wrong?”

“There will be times when things go wrong, Da, but we must have more ships. This is the only way we can disable the ships from a distance.”

Kpleeb nodded. “I know, I know.” He sunk into his thoughts. [An army without transportation is useless., and unless we can bring the fight to the Xi, we can never really hurt them. Unless we can spread our warriors to other orbs and continue to grow, we will always be vulnerable to attack and at risk of being exterminated.] He sighed. “We will need even more ships than we expect, and more fighters too.”

“We have the Ganix and almost all the Hkkli. Thousands at least. I’ve asked Kanta, but she has stated that her family simply could not fight without being altered first.”

“Who can blame her,” said Kpleeb. “I wouldn’t wish that on my family either. I do hope the warriors we have are enough.”

“Saeli is bringing in more Hkkli to fight, and I have trained Kanta and a few Ganix to fly the Hsstak and the Greki. We have four crews trained and more are in school. The Ikol has almost been repaired, and the Kssma is still waiting to be fixed. I need more Xi to help repair, and we certainly need more ships.”

Kpleeb nodded. “I’m satisfied with that, but I don’t know where you will find more Xi willing to turn against their own. If this kerflk weapon works like you say and we capture more Xi ships, we may finally be able to attack Juma. I am working on a battle plan with Xir and Hiro’s cousin, Nairo. He seems to have a good grasp of tactics in the void. We definitely need those ships.”

###

“Da, wake up.”

Kpleeb rolled over and looked up at the face of his only daughter. She was bright and awake, and he wondered when she ever slept.

“There is a Xi vessel approaching Jorqu. This is our chance to capture another ship!”

Kpleeb nodded and clambered to his feet slowly. “Alright, how far away are we now?”

“We should be able to intercept them in less than an hour.”

“If they’ve found our base here, they could also have notified the First Terminal.”

“We can’t know for sure unless we capture their ship and check the communication logs. I already gave the command for Ikol and Greki to cease all transmissions. We’ll run silent with the Hsstak and perhaps still have some element of surprise.”

“Smart girl,” said Kpleeb. “Let’s go.” He grabbed a small piece of green frond-bread from the table next to his sleeping mat. He had found the Hkkli bread to be bland, but surprisingly filling and readily available.

Within a few minutes, he stood in the command center with Zara, Xir, Tiirw, Kanta and Nairo. The sensor’s light-cloud clearly displayed the nearby vessel as it approached. “This one is of the XC configuration like the Kssma,” said Tiirw.

Zara nodded. “I’m glad we’ve seen one of these before now. Go ahead and set up for the attack. I want to watch.”

Kanta’s highly dexterous fins peppered the console, and a large holographic display replaced the data-cloud. The atmosphere became silent and tense as the Xih vessel appeared and finally became clear. Like the Kssma that rested in Jorqu’s orbit, the ship that approached them was much larger than the Hsstak. It was a ship that would certainly contain a Xih commander of some sort, one with a higher rank than even Iqw Okrat had been before Zara killed it. The ship would also host a larger contingent, perhaps as many as fifty Xi. The view changed, pulling out as the Hsstak approached.

“Weapon ready,” said Tiirw emotionlessly. “Nine deployed.”

The display showed no movement, which was not unexpected to Kpleeb. The kerflk deployments that Zara had tested on the Ikol had shown him that the chunks that were ejected were too small to display. He grasped the tether on Zara’s sling. “They’re attacking us, hold on!”

Nairo’s Hkkli face was unreadable to Kpleeb, but his small mouth twitched, and his short arm tightly clutched the edge of his sling in a grip that Kpleeb would only describe as a death grip.

A bolt of blueish fire appeared from a nodule on the back of the Xih vessel. The glowing spear twisted around an invisible center axis and rapidly approached the Hsstak.

“The kerflk has attached to the vessel.” Tiirw neck-slits fluttered rapidly.

The command center shook with the impact of the blue bolt. Kanta spoke up.  “The kerflk shield has reduced the attack effectiveness by at least half.”

Kpleeb sensed surprise and relief from Nairo, but Kanta gave no indication that she was concerned.

Another two bolts ejected from the ship, followed by two more. “I think they expected to harm us more than they have,” said Zara with a smile. Her eyes had the far away look that told Kpleeb she was currently tuned into her view of the aji realm. “They must be noticing the beginning of engine shutdown. Prepare to fire on the breach location.”

Kanta prodded her console a few times and then tilted her head causing the water in her airo-walking helmet to slosh gently. “Locked on and ready.” After another moment. “Firing.”

Kpleeb saw the Hsstak’s own blue bolt cross the void. The Hsstak buckled under another blow followed by one more, and only Kpleeb’s grasp prevented him from being bashed against the chamber wall. A small puncture in the side of the Xih ship appeared as the Hsstak’s bolt hit home.

“The Hsstak is unable to take much more. There is minor damage to a few systems, and I have tuned the release mechanisms to shorten the energy ejection paths.” Tiirw looked at Zara. “The enemy ship has lost its ability to fight.”

“The kerflk is working” said Zara with a smile. “Approach and send the warriors.”

Xir nodded at Kpleeb and turned on his heel without saying a word.

Nairo spoke in his squeaky dialect and Zara’s device translated in a higher-pitched monotone. “Is that hole big enough?”

“It looks small, but it’s at least the width of four warriors.” Zara patted Nairo on his shoulder. “It’s just so far away right now.”

“Even the Hkkli?” Kpleeb eyed Nairo’s Hkkli bulk.

Zara ignored his comment and pointed at the Xih vessel that had grown considerably larger in the view. “The warriors are on their way.”

To Kpleeb’s eye, the warriors seemed tiny, but then the view changed and everything came close. “Thank you, Kanta.”

The hole in the side of the of the grey hull was jagged and appeared discolored around the edges, but the warriors entered in single file with plenty of room to spare. Kpleeb could see them reduce speed using the belts that Zara had designed for them. The last warrior to enter was a Hkkli.

[All we can do now is wait.]

###

Zara waited silently in her room. Her sling was still, and the ceiling above her glowed with a web of aji. With an irritated sigh, Zara jabbed at a tight bundle in the center of the web. The same thought that crossed her mind a hundred times broke the surface yet again.

[Did I imagine being rescued by Qon? Perhaps I was temporarily insane from the torture.]

Carefully, she prodded and poked at the web again. The aji was serene, bland even. With a renewed annoyance, she wrapped a thread of golden Qon around her fingers and used it to slice the other aji longways into even thinner strips. The threads squiggled, hanging loose from their siblings. Another swipe with Qon cut them crossways, and the rainbow of glowing strings became jumbled into a pile of similarity.

[Curious.] Zara made a shallow bowl with the Qon and used it to mash the shredded aji together. The colors had almost blended when the Qon pulsed once and lost its form.

The Map (Caveman Chronicles)

The Index -|-

The dust at Zara’s feet stirred at the caress of a dancing breeze. To her nose it smelled charred and smoky. Mostly burnt logs rested haphazardly where they were tossed among the rocks and other debris. Everything in the village was wrecked except the walls made of the stone-like kerflk.

Zara sniffed the air again and took a few more steps toward the nearby lutu, an angular, single-Xi vessel, that had crashed nearby. Its hatch was closed, and there was a scorched gash as long as her arm in the side of the ship. Fifty paces away another lutu rested on its belly, this one having the hatch wide open. Next to it was a small pile of silica dust, indicating that the pilot had made its exit before succumbing to its wounds and becoming riaat.

[One of many dead Xi.] Zara grimaced. She was both happy that the Xi had been brought down and also sad that their life had to be taken.

The leader of her new band of warriors appeared at her side. “Ready, chief.”

Zara turned to look at Tiv. He was especially serious for a Ganix warrior. He was also dark and very short, only coming up to the shoulder of most other warriors. Despite his diminutive stature, he was twice as tall as Zara.

“Okay, let’s go look at this other XF ship.” Zara walked toward the broken vessel that resembled the Hsstak. The terrain where the ship had crashed was broken and deeply gouged, and three huts had been crushed. Several dead mountain yaks lay nearby, and clouds of large, black flies feasted on the carcasses. Zara winced at the putrid stench.

Tiv pointed with his forefinger knuckle toward an opening in the side of the vessel, and Zara could see several small piles of silica dust there. The ashes of demolished huts covered the entire area.

She nodded. “Part of the crew had come out the ship only to die in the fire. Maybe they were injured before leaving and the fire finished them off.”

Tiv grunted.

“That is a well-deserved outcome. Fortunately, the fire did not spread beyond the wall. A burning forest would not be best for the other tribes and wildlife.”

On closer examination, the gash in the side of the ship led to a room that Zara recognized as one of the crew quarters with its inner door wide open. “Go look inside. If any Xi are alive, I want to speak to them.”

Tiv barked a short alert at several warriors nearby, and one of the group broke off and quickly approached.

Zara turned and touched her necklace. “Oiitr, can we salvage anything from this XF ship?”

After a long moment, Oiitr’s tinny voice came from the device. “There may be some valuable contents or perhaps some prisoners, but the ship itself is not valuable unless it can be repaired. I have looked for its name and there is no response from the vessel. It is truly dead. There is a nameplate in the command center that will identify the ship if you can get inside.”

Zara waved to the other warriors that had remained outside. “Come, I want to look at the inside. Stay ahead of me.”

The warriors hopped nimbly into the gash and looked through the doorway.

Zara raised a small, stone rod with a light on its tip. “Go right,” she said pointing. “At the end there is a ladder. Go up.” She tuned her perceptions to see the aji, but the area around her was perfectly dark.

The warriors complied swiftly, and the shadows cast by her light writhed strangely in the corridor ahead of them.

[Its useful that these ships share a common layout.] She saw the last feet disappear through the ladderway and followed. With the daylight from outside now a floor below them, the upper corridor was pitch black, and the Ganix warriors crouched, waiting for her. “The door at the end is where I want to go.”

In a moment, Zara stood before the door to the command center. It did not open, and she was not surprised. Normally, it would slide open on its own, but with the aji out of commission, it would only open from inside, and most of the other doors nothing would operate at all. She tapped on the door with a sliding gesture. “Please pry it open, this way.”

Two warriors pushed the door and then another got involved. The door did not budge. After a few minutes, the warriors stood up and looked at her.

“Alright, go stand near the end of the hall,” Zara said. She took three steps back, lifted her ring and focused on the door. The air began to whine in front of her. She turned her head slightly and lifted her other hand in front of her face. The whine ceased and the door crumpled inward with a splintering crack. She could see the inside of the command center through the crumpled edges, and decided to hit the door again. In a few more moments, she stood inside with her light held high.

There were two piles of silica dust and nothing else. Zara looked at the name plate above the primary red-tiered device. “Ikol,” she muttered. “Where do they come up with these names?”

“Oiitr, I had to break the door to the command center. This is the Ikol. Can we do a core purge on this ship?”

“With the gash in the side and the broken door, the ship would not be able to leave Phaedro’s atmosphere, but perhaps a core reset could be completed. If we did repair the core, we would have to disable the emergency beacon as soon as it is complete.”

“That would mean waiting here for another few days.” Zara shook her head. “We will leave this alone for now. We don’t need more attention.”

Zara and her warriors examined the rest of the Ikol, or at least the parts that could be accessed. The prisoner pens and most of the other labs and rooms were closed, and she decided not to break the doors. She did break the door of the room where Iqw Okrat had commanded Hsstak, and found no artifacts or shiny triangles on the floor. When she left the ship, Tiv and Hew stood watching the village around them as if expecting another attack at any moment.

“Did you find any Xi?” asked Zara.

“One dead,” said Tiv.

“Okay, let’s go back to Jorqu.”

###

As the Hsstak rose above Phaedro, the multi-colored triangle in the corner of Zara’s room caught her eye, and she knelt to touch the golden triangle that was closest to her.

[This won’t activate unless Da and I touch the corners. This must be made for a team of at least two.] After a long moment, she had an idea. She sat down with her heel on the corner and stretched her hands to touch the remaining two. The silvery angles fluttered in a wave of movement and the column of light began to glow. [Ah HA!]

In the center of the column of shimmering light was a glowing dot. As she watched, a smaller glowing dot appeared and began to move away from the other. Zara grinned as she realized what these dots may represent.

“Tiiwr, please return to the clouds of Phaedro. I want to see the village from far above.”

After a momentary pause, it answered. “We are returning now.”

The smaller dot began to move back toward the big dot until they merged. Zara touched her red device twice and saw a view of the village from high above. Scattered clouds moved between her and the canyon. “Thank you, Tiiwr. You may proceed to Jorqu now.”

Looking again at the column of light, the smaller dot separated from the larger again.

[That’s it! The Hsstak is the smaller dot and Phaedro is the larger.] With her eye, she followed the direction that the smaller dot was moving and found another, larger dot in its path. [Jorqu. When Da and I saw those other dots, they were the Xi ships coming to destroy the village. I can see other ships and orbs in the void!]

Instantly, she scanned the entire range of the column carefully, but there were some dots but no other movement. With a sigh of relief, she stood, and the column of light disappeared.

Within moments, Zara entered the command center. “Viinox, I have some questions. First, is there some Xi technology that will show you another Xi ship that is nearby?”

Viinox tilted its chin downward slightly. “We can detect certain communication methods out to one kitrond. Based on that, we can tell roughly where a nearby Xi ship is unless it ceases to transmit.”

“Can you show me?”

Viinox prodded its device and a standard Xi hologram appeared. Within the three-dimensional grid of tiny, hovering dots were no obvious objects. “There are no Xi ships nearby, but I will show you this recording.” It tapped again and there appeared a square with small waves coming off two sides. “This is another XF style ship that was nearby.”

“Can we see Phaedro or Jorqu?”

“Planets do not generally produce communication transmissions, unless there is a city with a transmitter located there.” Viinox paused. “As for Jorqu, the planet is too far for the sensors to see from Phaedro.”

Zara nodded. “Jorqu is about five days from Phaedro. Show me the entire Xi empire.”

Viiinox tilted its head upward and tapped. The hologram expanded to three times its size and exploded with dots of all sizes. It tapped again and transparent regions of colored light appeared in what seemed to be random sizes and locations. “This blue area is the Xi primary sector where the predominant rules. It is made up of more than twenty star systems. We are here.” The hologram slowly moved to the side and contracted toward the edge of a large, red area.

“It is difficult for me to understand the scale. What is the distance in travel time between Jorqu and the primary sector?”

With a tap, the hologram expanded again and a grid of solid, red squares appeared. They seemed to be unevenly spaced, especially near the edges of the map. “If we were to use the Hsstak to the see the Predominant it would take roughly 1936 days at our fastest speed.”

[22.8 million yak speed!]

Viinox pointed its chin at the map. “If we use terminals and the slipnet, we could be in the primary sector at First Terminal within fifty days.”

“Where is the closest XI world or ship? I’m surprised that we have not yet encountered a whole fleet of warships.”

The map changed again to show a few icons with labels. “Jorqu is here,” Viinox said, “and Juma is here on the other side of the terminal. It is around 45 days travel from here. The next orb is over here,” the map shifted downward. This one is Liret.”

“Show me the different kinds of Xi vessels, one at a time then.”

Until the Night Comes

My pulse beats, eyes searching
Aching feet, head bursting
with meditations on you

Forgive the beggared plans that I have crafted
Will you hold my head in your hands so I don’t have to?

Fold me up like a child’s art
Will you take me up into your arms
Until the night comes
Hide me away inside your heart
Will you let me rest within your arms
Until the night comes

Cold sleets, lies burning
a frozen feast my heart’s bursting
Make me anew

Take me up into your arms – Until the night comes
Let me rest within your arms – Until the night comes