Circumstance and Locale

Girl sitting on rock by a calm forest river with backpack

In the cool, deep quiet lies a covering of stillness. There, unlike any other place, my soul finds rest.

I turn, gently in place, with my eyes lifted up. The dark and otherworldly canopy radiates peace, and its ebb flows over me. I smile and close my eyes, opening up to the gentle and resolute forgiveness. What a gift in this moment. Undeserved, but mine nonetheless.

Nearby leaves flutter with joy as they are tickled by a passing breath. Light flickers as a ray penetrates the leaves. The faint but ecstatic cry of a bird pierces the silence. Rocks crunch beneath my feet.

The moment is gone, and so I move again, slowly, but gaining speed. A smoky cloud at the horizon turns leisurely, catching and consuming all that approaches it. By implacable fate, I must live within its borders, at least temporarily, and so I travel. Time and space flow past me in waves, and I feel the variations on my skin. The heat rises as the whirlwind becomes inevitably adjacent. Its tendrils tug at my clothing as they swirl by. They draw me in.

I stop to steel my mind and brace my shoulders for full immersion, and am reminded of the fleeting nature of circumstance and locale. I turn to look back. The dim, unwavering wall rises in a distant gradient. It beckons, no it reminds. I smile and turn away.

“Thank you,” I murmur under my breath.

Come Back to Me

I knew you were leaving
I knew it was coming soon
I thought I was dealing with it,
and played my bravest tune

Wide awake staring I lay
In the dark hear my breathing
all I see is your face
I hate that I’m so needing

But you’re gone now and I’m not OK
The loneliest tears, they come every day (they wash me away)

Love, please come back to me
I’m feeling your hold on me
As strong as the tides in the sea
My light is fading, I feel I can’t see
I need you to come back come back to me

Your fingers on my face
My lips on your hand
I need your embrace
Like the beach needs the sand

Of your return I dream
I’ll awake without harm
So eager to be seen
I run to your arms

And we’ll be there, I’ll be OK
My lying fears, they’re all washed away

Love, please come back to me
I’m feeling your hold on me
As strong as the tides in the sea
My light is strong now, it’s you that I see
I need you to always come back to me

AWD

Don’t you think that
It’d be nice
all de time
to have all wheel drive
all de time?

When you’re in the woods
and you gotta go bad
It’d be just fine
to have it all de time.

All wheel drive
all de time

And when on de beach
and you gotta go teach
You wouldn’t mind
to have it all de time.

And when you go out
with your valentine
and you say to them
Won’t you be mine

’cause I have
All wheel drive
all de time

Don’t you feel special
my valentine
’cause I have
All wheel drive
all de time

Yes, I have
all wheel drive
all de time

You don’t mind
if I have all wheel drive
all de time

No, you don’t mind
if I eat the rind
in my watermelon pie
all de time

It’s like
all wheel drive
all de time

It’s the very same kind
that makes you blind
and you can’t find
the waves of sine
or remember the words
for Auld Lang Syne.

‘Cause you don’t have
all wheel drive
all de time

So it’s a shame
for who’s to blame
except yourself,
now you’re outta the frame

I’ll say it again
it’s such a shame
and maybe you’ll do time
for your crime

‘Cause you need
all wheel drive
all de time.

Yes, all wheel drive
all-a de time.

Heavy

Heavy hands, heavy heart,
heavy eyes in the dark
If I knew how, I’d give it up
Wait for – embrace, incremental change
It feels so slow, so strange

But you know me, impatiently
running, knotted at the feet
Yeah, you know me, sensitively

feeling every tiny beat
the rhythm of my life

Corrupt hands, upended cart
When did I do my part?
But I forgive, I now forgive
And stand looking forward to the prize
giving and sharing this new life…